wow...thats it...just wow
well, it happened. and there is just one word to describe it. wow.
maybe i should explain a little more. basically, bobby came up around midnight and we decided to watch Harold and Kumar go to White Castle. i thought it was really funny but i was more concerned with the cuddle factor going on. he was definately being very cuddly. and not in a threatening, "i want your body" kind of way. just a nice, comfortable hug for most of the night.
anyway, when that ended nothing had really happened yet. so we decided to watch Shrek 2. and it was somewhere in the middle of Far Far Away that it happened. he leaned over and kissed me. and it wasn't just a little peck on the cheek. it was a full blown, awesome mini make out session.
it was amazing.
it was the kind of kiss where you get little shivers and can't focus on anything but that. wow.
thats all i can say. just wow.
we decided that we need to be cautious for the next month so that people don't get the wrong idea. i mean, i'm not embarrassed to be with bobby. i just don't want people to think that i'll go out with anyone so that i don't have to be alone. also, it would be better for andrew if we eased into it a bit. andrew and i know that despite our break up officially happening last week, we were really broken up when we returned from the christmas break for the new semester. things just weren't the same. so we've been emotionally broken up for about four weeks or so but officially only a week and a half about. see how that would look bad? i really hope i don't sound like a bitch, its just a weird situation. i don't even understand it yet but it feels like it could work out. ugh, so confusing!
i think bobby and i are better suited for this than andrew and i were. but i also wonder if we are too similar...
he asked me if i want to meet his parents this weekend since they're coming up...what the hell do i say to that???? and how is he going to introduce me? as his girlfriend? or just a friend? i mean, if we're not sure yet exactly where we stand, then is meeting his parents really a good idea?
and just to repeat, that kiss...wow.
maybe i should explain a little more. basically, bobby came up around midnight and we decided to watch Harold and Kumar go to White Castle. i thought it was really funny but i was more concerned with the cuddle factor going on. he was definately being very cuddly. and not in a threatening, "i want your body" kind of way. just a nice, comfortable hug for most of the night.
anyway, when that ended nothing had really happened yet. so we decided to watch Shrek 2. and it was somewhere in the middle of Far Far Away that it happened. he leaned over and kissed me. and it wasn't just a little peck on the cheek. it was a full blown, awesome mini make out session.
it was amazing.
it was the kind of kiss where you get little shivers and can't focus on anything but that. wow.
thats all i can say. just wow.
we decided that we need to be cautious for the next month so that people don't get the wrong idea. i mean, i'm not embarrassed to be with bobby. i just don't want people to think that i'll go out with anyone so that i don't have to be alone. also, it would be better for andrew if we eased into it a bit. andrew and i know that despite our break up officially happening last week, we were really broken up when we returned from the christmas break for the new semester. things just weren't the same. so we've been emotionally broken up for about four weeks or so but officially only a week and a half about. see how that would look bad? i really hope i don't sound like a bitch, its just a weird situation. i don't even understand it yet but it feels like it could work out. ugh, so confusing!
i think bobby and i are better suited for this than andrew and i were. but i also wonder if we are too similar...
he asked me if i want to meet his parents this weekend since they're coming up...what the hell do i say to that???? and how is he going to introduce me? as his girlfriend? or just a friend? i mean, if we're not sure yet exactly where we stand, then is meeting his parents really a good idea?
and just to repeat, that kiss...wow.
posted by Caitie @ 4:08 AM
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