tired of appologizing

have you ever been with a person who takes whatever problem your having in your relationship at that time and twists it and makes it so that it always seems to be your fault?

thats basically what i'm starting to realize bobby's doing.

i don't even know what to say about that. i'm tired of appologizing. but i feel like everytime we argue or even just slightly disagree, i end up looking like the bitch.

and then today during our phone argument he hung up on me! twice! wtf!

if i stay with him and we have children, am i going to be constantly in the role of the bad guy? because i'm going to really hate that and if thats the way its going to be, then maybe i shouldn't put myself in that position... :(

that thought makes me really sad.