...and the surprises keep on coming...

wow. today was really intense. well, not today actually. more like tonight. wow.

finally got the ENTIRE story about bobby's last serious girlfriend out of him. and actually, i ended up with a lot more than i bargained for. we got into some pretty serious family issues as well. so now i'm just kind of in shock.

but i think the most enlightening thing i got out of the whole night was not the information he was giving me, but instead the information i was getting from my own reactions. when he was telling me stuff that would have any person running for the hills, my first thoughts were not "what the hell have i gotten myself into" but rather "wow...he's opening up to me...wow"

i realized that my feelings for him are deeper than i think even i realized.

thats big.

i need to sleep on this.

wow.